I am going to break from my norm of writing only about my thoughts regarding my morning devotional reading this morning and talk about a subject that came to me on my morning drive to work yesterday. Then I will write my thoughts about my devotional. Firstly, I want to discuss how we begin our prayers. What we do to begin our conversation with the Lord. Then I will write about a question Jesus asked His disciples... "Will ye also go away?"
I read Oswald Chambers this morning. He wrote of giving ourselves to Jesus Christ and what that meant. It is a surrender of not just our bodies, but our sinful lives and all we are. As I contemplated the relief that comes from this conversion, I also thought of the pain that the process brings, because as the new person is born, the old must die.
I am contemplating how we are joyful in God while in the midst of daily distress. I am seeking the source of my victory and my certainty and amazement during the trials and tribulations I face. I am trying to determine how even in the grips of my struggle with them... I feel comfort and joy through Christ Jesus. How is this possible?
Today I am contemplating one of the longer sentences in the Bible. It gives us instruction on how to conduct ourselves as christians and ministers of the gospel, and if you ever have a question regarding good spiritual behavior then you can probably find it listed in this sentence.
We don't choose our calling but we do choose to be loyal to it. This is my concentration this morning, and one of my greatest fears in failing Jesus. Will I find joy in serving Him, or drudgery in performing a service that perhaps was once a calling but has been supplanted by a new one; one I haven't yet grasped?
Are we being busy for Jesus, so busy we never stop to hear what He is really calling us to do? I worry about this often. I fill my life with the things that I know are those which Jesus did, or has told us in scripture to do, but are these things what He is asking of me right now? Today?
I find it interesting that when Jesus questioned Peter and told him to "Feed his sheep", the apostles (including Peter) had already received the Holy Spirit and directions, but here Peter was being given more. Let's review what happened and what was told them when the Holy Spirit was breathed onto them...
This morning I am exploring why Peter was grieved when Jesus asked him three times if he loved Him. I am also considering Peter's response; "Lord, thou knowest all things." This is a powerful moment and fuels Peter's ability to answer his calling.
Do we love Jesus without wavering? Do we love Jesus as much as He would like for us to? This is what I am dwelling on this morning. I am asking myself if my faith is sufficient, and my love for Christ deep enough. I am also contemplating how I could possibly face failure, and if Jesus could still love me.
We say that we believe in Jesus Christ. This is what I am contemplating this morning... do we simply acknowledge Him, or do we really believe in Him for who He is? This sounds like a dangerous question, but it is one the Jesus Himself asked His apostles when they told Him that they believed. Listen to their words and the answer Jesus gave them...
Yesterday we visited John 4:11 during our morning contemplation, and today we are going to return there as we dwell on the almighty nature of Jesus. I read a statement made by Oswald Chambers where he said "The reason some of us are such poor specimens of Christianity is because we have no Almighty Christ." I look at myself and ask if I am included in such an observation.
This morning I am dealing with the thought that I have, at some time, doubted that Jesus could help me, or do some other thing. I fear that I Might have stood at the well with Him and said... "Sir, thou hast nothing to draw with, and the well is deep:"
When I am called by God do I respond with reservation in my voice? Do I tremble as I step forward? Or, does my fear for self prohibit me from stepping forward at all? These are the things I contemplate this morning.
My wife used to say that I could easily pick up the life of a hermit. I have to admit that over the years I have been tempted on occasion to withdraw to a place where all I needed to survive would be food, shelter, and God, but is a monastic life why God sent Jesus to die for us? I don't think so.
Today I am going to give a speech before my company on humility, service, and being a servant manager and employee. What better day to contemplate our servant role in faith, and the lessons that Jesus taught us in this regard. Let's listen to His words: